I need prayer/good thoughts/support/advice/HELP

Jill,

I am so sorry you are going through this. I cannot imagine! My daughter is everything to me as I am sure yours is to you. When they are sick you do feel helpless and then you go to medical advice and all they give you is a suggestion for meds?? How about a support group for your daughter and you to go to together? It will be an outlet for her to talk out her feelings and for you to understand what she is going through better. I think if you keep on reminding her how much you love her and need her to be there that will help.

As for wanting the things that you can't have (i.e. mac and cheese or wine), unfortunately those urges will always be there. I find doing something as simple as playing computer games or even calling a friend helps. Call your sponsor or a close friend. You need as much support as you can get. Don't think that you are alone, because you are not!! There are many people here on OH that can help!!
Take care and we are here for support anytime!

((HUGS)) Beth

Sending prayers to you, your daughter, and your family.  As a mom of a child who used to cut I understand this from my experience with her.  I know how hard it is to see you child in this type of situation.  If you ever need someone to talk to let me konw